“Mwoyo Wakachena Unoona Chokwadi”

Vatongi vanoremekedzwa, nhengo dzemhuri dzinodiwa, masikati akanaka mose!Ini ndiri Zhang Xuemeng anobva kuChaoyueba.Nhasi, ndiri pano kuzopa musoro wangu wehurukuro - 'Mwoyo Wakachena Unoona Chokwadi', ndichisimbisa kukosha kwechokwadi muupenyu.

Ini ndinogona kunge ndisina hunyanzvi hwekunyora, asi ndinovavarira kugovera nyaya yechokwadi yezviitiko zvangu nemi mose.Ndinoshamisika kuti vangani venhengo dzemhuri yedu yeTengte ndevechizvarwa chemashure-90s?Unogona here kufungidzira muhoro webasa rako rekutanga?Pane munhu angafungidzira kuti ndakawana marii mubasa rangu rekutanga pamwedzi?Ndava nemakore 18, ndakapinda mubasa ndokutanga kudzidzira kugadzira motokari ndichitungamirirwa nasekuru vangu, avo vakava muperekedzi wangu wekutanga munyika yekushanda.Sezvineiwo, mumwe wevandinoshanda navo akagara pakati penyu zvakare 'mukoma' wangu mudiki - ndiXiao Ye.Ndichishanda padivi peXiao Ye, ndakasangana nematambudziko ehunyanzvi.Muperekedzi wangu aigara achindiudza kuti, 'Paunenge uchitarisana nematambudziko, usatya.Kana ukatya uye ukadzokera shure, ndiwe ucharasikirwa.'Pasinei nokutsaurira makore maviri kubasa iroro, pakupedzisira handina kukwanisa kupfuurira.Ndainzwa kuti ndakanga ndichiita basa rakasviba zvikuru uye rainetesa zvikuru, ndichitsungirira kuvhiringidzika kunobva kuvatengi zuva nezuva.Saka, ndakasarudza kuongorora mimwe mikana munyika.Zvisinei, zvandakawana vaiva vadzidzisi panguva imwe neimwe, chidzidzo chimwe nechimwe chichindidzidzisa chimwe chinhu chitsva.Asi, pasinei nemiedzo yakawanda youpenyu, ndaiona upenyu somudiwa wangu wokutanga.

Murwendo rwose urwu, handina kumbokanda mapfumo pasi.Ndisati ndajoina Tengte, ndakanga ndashanda mumabasa akasiyana-siyana - nzvimbo dzekuvaka, saforomani mukambani, pamitsetse yekugadzira yakanyanya, uye kunyange kutyaira forklifts.Kana vamwe vaigona kuzviita, ini ndaigonawo, uye kana vasingakwanisi, ndaida kupikisa.Nguva yakamhanya nekuchimbidza.Ndakabatana naTengte muna Nyamavhuvhu gore rapfuura, uye mumwedzi mishoma, richange rava gore kubva ipapo.Ndakanyorera kuti ndiite basa rekudzidzira kukwenenzvera simbi.Rakanga riri dambudziko idzva chose uye unyanzvi hwandakanga ndisati ndamboona.Pazuva rangu rokutanga kubasa, ndichipupurira mhizha dzine unyanzvi dzichishanda nounyanzvi pachigadzirwa chimwe nechimwe, maneja wefekitari akatsanangura mativi anokosha okugadzirwa kwechigadzirwa, zvinodikanwa zvounyanzvi, uye matanho ekotsekano kwandiri.Panguva iyoyo, ndakafunga kuti, ‘Izvi hazviratidzike zvakaoma.Inyaya yokungova nemaoko, handiti?'Asi pandakatanga kushanda, ndakaona kuti kunyange zvazvo basa racho rairatidzika kuva nyore, rakanga rakaoma zvikuru kuita.Pano, ndinoda kuratidza kutenda kwangu kune maneja wefekitari yedu yehugamba uye vese vapi vemazano vari mudhipatimendi rekupolisha.Vakandishandura kubva kuvanovice kuita mumwe munhu aikwanisa kuzvimiririra kupedzisa kugadzirisa magirazi mafuremu.Ndine chikwereti chekufambira mberi uku kukutungamira kwevarairidzi uye kurudziro kubva kuvatungamiriri vedu.
Muna Kubvumbi gore rino, ndichishanda paskweya chubhu yakabhurashwa simbi isina tsvina yegirazi furemu, chimwe chinhu chakakanganisika mune chimwe chezvikamu, zvichikonzera kushanda zvakare nguva dzose.Kutaura chokwadi, zvakakanganisa tsika yangu zvachose.Manheru, ndakaenda kuna maneja wefekitari ndokuti, ‘Handidi kushanda ovhataimu manheru ano.Ndinoda kumbozorora.Kugadzirisa kwanhasi kwandipedza simba.'Maneja wefekitari akabva angondibvumira kuenda pasina kuzeza kupi nokupi.Akabva ataura chimwe chinhu kwandiri: 'Kuzorodza pfungwa dzako kunoita kuti ubvume chinhu chiri chose.'Kunzwa mashoko aya kwakabva kwabaya moyo wangu.Panguva iyoyo ndakanzwa kusimba.Pandakafungisisa panguva yandainge ndakaora mwoyo, ndakazvibvunza kuti, 'Chii chinoita kuti ndirambe ndichiita basa iri?'Zvino, ndinonzwisisa kuti manejimendi ane hunhu paTengte, kudzidza pamwe nekutsigirana pakati pevandinoshanda navo, uye manejimendi akangwarira naDirector Qiu.Kupedzisa kutaura kwegore rino, kukwereta mutsara kubva kuna Kazuo Inamori: 'Kiyi yekubudirira iri mupfungwa dzako.Kungogadzirisa mafungiro ako kuti aenderane nezvaainazvo ndipo paunogona kuburitsa zvaunogona!'

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